--> The good, The Bad: The Muslimins. <--

-> [MsB] <-> [Haikal Guntor] <-> [Jian An] <-> [Ifran] <-> [Ramz] <-> [WanDee] <-> [AdIb] <-> [Yahya] <-> [Sebastian] <-> [Zul se7en] <-> [Amin] <-> [Arep] <-> [Mohsin] <--> [Alfian] <--> [Nazrul] <-

--> The cooks, who sew: The Muslimahs. <--

-> [Nadiah (my sis)]<-> [Sabrina (my sis 2)]<-> [Kakak Aishah]<-> [Wana] <-> [Shyanne] <-> [Huda] <-> [Hidayah] <-> [Syazryanna]<-> [Azean]<-> [Fiza] <-> [Fera]<-> [Nadiah] <-> [Natasha] <-> [Siti Aisyah] <-> [Am]<-> [Shearer] <-> [Ili]<-> [Hazariah]<--> [Azimah]<--> []<->

That's basically all of the friends i have that i can link. If u are my friend and feel that ur worthy enough to be up in this page, do drop me a message at msn or mail me at hadiboy@hotmail.com. Please leave me ur name and URL so that i can put u up here. Till again, hope u enjoy ur stay here and tanx for ur support. :)

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MYSELF
name: Abdul Hadi Bin Bohari
    عبدالحادي  بن  بحاري
Age: 16
Email: hadiboy@hotmail.com
D.o.b: 06-06-1988
Nationality: Singaporean
NRIC Card Colour: Pink


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Sunday, August 28, 2005

I'm fine day.


Train Of thoughts.

you're like those dreams i have where they just come & go as they please.
i close my eyes shut & try to get back dreaming but to no avail.
woke up to find myself lying face first on the floor.
what a way to reward those countless hours of tosses and turns.
another wreckless week feeling miserable and blissed at the same time.
hooray for the idiocy of the human race.
its not like i didn't warn u that THIS might affect our friendship.
its not like i never knew that it would one day come to this.
That 'one day' has eventually passed & here we are facing its aftermath with great pride.
i often think of you despite the fact that emotion is dead.
i'm really sorry that i did.
it seems to me that a decent smile is hard to come by now.
urgh my eyes are heavy.
the clock keeps ticking, recording every second that just passed me by.
and it ticks, and it ticks, and it ticks.
soon enough i'll be old, writing my will on my decomposing deathbed.
i can't determine that, only Fate will tell.
anyways.
i'm fine.
i guess.
My mind is much more messier than this.
i appreciate the effort u took in avoiding me.
i never asked much.
i only seeked a mutual friendship.
Yet i guess the blame rests on me.
and i respect and accept that.
well, till our eyes meet again.
I'll do what i can to not exist.
Then maybe u won't feel uncomfortable anymore.

~cioaz.

Hadi was crying @ 2:08 AM

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